Sunday 20 January 2008

Why?

Texts, sentences, words, tears, rage....
Things lasted for days, almost a week, everyday of the week to be precise...
Bother, hate, sad, fear, lost....
They all become masks that we constantly changed in these days...
What for? Why? What's the differences?!!!
I got the same question constantly and the answer...slowly diverged from the true thing. Yea I know reasons may make some differences in certain things but somehow, it doesn't work like that in this cause both of us know that actions speak louder than words...
"Will you support?"
"Will you heartache?"
"Will you...."
I gave the answers for once, twice and thrice. I gave you the truth and those which I crossed my fingers... But the main question is..does it make any differences? There's no use if you change the story based on my answers..cause I ain't the director, sorry...
Why people is like this?? Can't they be true to their heart?? They wish to do something and yet they're afraid to lost something...
No matter how many times I bring out the same old storyline, I got the same old reactions...same package, I guess ^^"
Actions are important but heart is on top of that, agree?? Sorry, I shouldn't post a question here cause I'm the one who's doing the talking anyway...
Where's the differences between "I wish to go..but I didn't go" and "I wish to go..so I go"?
Where's the differences between "I don't like you..but I didn't break with you" and "I don't like you..so I break with you"?
Notice anything, huh?? If no, let's see...
The main thing is...the FRONT part of those sentences..
There's no need to ask me anything anymore..
There's no need to concern about me anymore..
...cause for God's sake, you already make a decision inside your heart..
Good luck...