Familiar Stranger

For days, I've been noticing your name in my contact list. And finally, I pushed myself to approach you, to wish you in your up-coming exams but who ever know? The things I have in mind, the things I'm afraid of, happens; a girl that I love, someone who was in a relationship with me, just seems to be such a stranger...

Your reply is so brief, as if my name shouldn't appear as the one finding you. Why? Just why things have to be this way? I love you, and you LOVED me, how come I feel myself is being like a stranger to you? You just wouldn't open up to me like back then, before we were together. The treatment, is colder and more hurtful than cold treatment... Am I worst than your friends in your eyes? Am I a tumor in your life, which you wish to remove?

It's alright... Let the tears fall until its last drop, I could still stand on both of my feet and continue to carry out my desire; to support, to protect, to observe, like an invisible guardian angel only for you...