1.36 p.m. That was the time displayed on the screen of my phone. And I just couldn’t help myself but to wonder…what I will be doing right at this time if it isn’t 5th of June today, if today is not in the month of June but week day in May before 22nd of May 2009.
“Maybe I’ll be eating at this time?”
“Maybe I’m having a decent time joking with you all in the office?”
“Or maybe I’m pranking someone right now?”
The same songs are being played now. I had the same set of earphones and the same playlist back at those days. Everything seems to be the same yet everything seems to be different. At least…the feeling I’m having differs from what I felt back then. I guess feeling differs when the location and the occasion varies; Those days where I was…someone that shared a part of your primary life, those days where I was talking in front of you all, those days where I was staring at you guys, comparing you guys with my primary self.
Nothing is left by now, nothing but a thin film of the past. Sad, angry, happy, shock and confusion…those scenes can no longer be played back and I could not recall the reason of me having those feelings anymore. I guess…I am really a forgetful person…
I’m sorry cause by now, I still can’t remember all your names or which class are you guys from. Still, those feelings that you all gave me still linger in my heart. Those feelings stood firmly in me like a monument, a monument named “Feelings gave by friends”. Maybe and just maybe…Chu Kok Hou is someone who brings no pictures but only feelings and emotions with him whenever or wherever he left.
“Thank you.”
I thank you all from within my heart...for each and everyone of you, no matter who you are, you guys gave me an irreplaceable memory of feelings, for you all help to mold the Chu Kok Hou now.
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“It’s an unknown when or where we’ll meet again. It’s an unknown whether we may regconise each other anymore in future days. But I pray for you all to be able to walk the right path which leads to your dream.”
“Maybe I’ll be eating at this time?”
“Maybe I’m having a decent time joking with you all in the office?”
“Or maybe I’m pranking someone right now?”
The same songs are being played now. I had the same set of earphones and the same playlist back at those days. Everything seems to be the same yet everything seems to be different. At least…the feeling I’m having differs from what I felt back then. I guess feeling differs when the location and the occasion varies; Those days where I was…someone that shared a part of your primary life, those days where I was talking in front of you all, those days where I was staring at you guys, comparing you guys with my primary self.
Nothing is left by now, nothing but a thin film of the past. Sad, angry, happy, shock and confusion…those scenes can no longer be played back and I could not recall the reason of me having those feelings anymore. I guess…I am really a forgetful person…
I’m sorry cause by now, I still can’t remember all your names or which class are you guys from. Still, those feelings that you all gave me still linger in my heart. Those feelings stood firmly in me like a monument, a monument named “Feelings gave by friends”. Maybe and just maybe…Chu Kok Hou is someone who brings no pictures but only feelings and emotions with him whenever or wherever he left.
“Thank you.”
I thank you all from within my heart...for each and everyone of you, no matter who you are, you guys gave me an irreplaceable memory of feelings, for you all help to mold the Chu Kok Hou now.
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“It’s an unknown when or where we’ll meet again. It’s an unknown whether we may regconise each other anymore in future days. But I pray for you all to be able to walk the right path which leads to your dream.”
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