My dear wife

There're ton of reasons for you to mind about what I did yesterday and the question you asked me today...I'll mind if suddenly you told me you got a so-called brother, I will and I understand the reason..

Remember yesterday there was a cute wife who apologised to her hushband for minding about the way he treated another girl? Actually, there was and is no need for that apology...cause someway, somehow, I felt happy that you minded about it...seriously..

You know?

You're the first girl that could and can spins me around, drives me crazy?
Back then, when you was running away from me, I fell into a state, a so-called walking-zombie... I guess, you must be a pretty powerful witch who could curse me into such state by taking away my heart and soul.

And yesterday, you drived out my will to sleep. I did slept but on and off...cause... Somehow, I am ignorant about the reason too, but I do recall there was a clip kept replaying in my head, a clip of your words, your face while you minded. Thought of that, thinking of that stirred and stirs my mind... Perhaps, it's known as worry or perhaps, it's cause I am afraid, can't bear to see you being like this..

You know?

You're the first and only girl who could make me so addicted to her?
Everyday, I will sure to pay a visit to the blue's room, starting from 11.15 a.m. for few times? Yea, it's weird and I definately agree with it. Who will open the door, while at the same time, telling his friend that his heart won't be inside there? and who'll ask a person for times about a same question that sounds like "oh, she's not here yet?"? It's really weird, right?

And everyday, the moment I openned my eyes, the first thing I will do is dig out my handphone and to check whether you had messege me. I know pretty well that there won't be any messege from you but somehow, a thin hope of having you messeged me while I was sleeping kept me from be able to restrain myself of this dumb act that starts my everyday with a disappointment beginning... Is that called addiction? Addicted too much..

I understand you mind and I realise your worry about our future days. I couldn't stop you from thinking about it..I might not have that ability..but I do know about something, I have the ability to let you know what I truly feel..

My heart is conquered, my body is possessed..
...by someone who is my dear wife, by someone who is named Chee Hui Xin..

You might say there're ton of Chee Hui Xins out there and yea, you're right.

But I love her, I'm not in love with the name...

My dear wife, I want you to know...that no matter what happen in the future, you'll always be my first and only love, the girl that I love the most...

There's no need to worry about anything..cause...

The curse that you put on me can never be lifted, not even by you...now, not even you can lift the very curse...maybe..it's because that I am holding onto that curse already, holding on it and won't let it go no matter what... A unbreakable curse that will last forever...

Those were my thoughts...and I hope you would plant the seed of love together with me..plant, nurse and watch it grows..together..

Please remember this, k? Please remember this, Chee Hui Xin..
Remember that I love you...