It's my fault..

"Nevermind, i'm ok...."
"Nevermind, it's ok...."
"Nevermind, forget bout it....."

Everytime i hurt ur feeling or disappoint u, u just smile and forgive me, be patient with me all these time. I know, everytime u forgive me, u tell urself that i won't do it again yet..everytime i did it again. I'm nothing but a dumb guy who always make u bothered with my stupid thoughts, make u sad n worry...

I know...

U'll forgive me no matter what  i did. I know that..but everytime, i just keep on shattering ur heart n hope...

I know..

U'll say it's ok. But till the end, u'll be hurted by me again, again and again..

Sometimes, i feel i'm really nothing but a loser or maybe i am one after all; I love you with all my heart and i really don't mind to sacrafice everything including my life in exchange of urs. But i don't know whether i am qualified to say those three words to u anymore...i really don't know...

Time after time, i make u sad, i make u disappointed...

Is that called love? Is that the way to love a person? Or to treat a person that u love the most??

Girl, i'm sorry. I don't know what else to do, which word to say besides sorry. I really hope that i can tell myself i treat u very good, but i can't... I really hope that i can looking straight into ur eyes n tell u, i love u, but i don't know whether i'm qualified to love u anymore..

I'm sorry..it's my fault...









I know u won't blame me...
I know u won't...
But I really don't know whether I'm qualified to say I love u anymore...
I really don't know...
I really don't know whether I'm qualified to love u anymore...
...or even deserve ur love