Love

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xin...help me to count the number of rows..k?

n now count the number of columns..k?


now..fill the numbers u get into the blanks below, k?

(1. number of rows), chu kok hou loves chee hui xin..for..every second, every minute, every day; (2. number of columns) days, 12 months, and every year there are...

i love u, hui xin..
i love u, lou po..

只有为你

oh!只有为你 我愿变成影子跟随着你 寸步不离
oh!只有为你 我的心变成了一座城堡
一生一世都专属於你
oh! 只有为你
你说我太孩子气 总不懂得照顾一颗纤细的心
其实我一直很用心
只是没有说明 未来蓝图在心里
你常说我太实际 不懂表达心中浪漫的情绪
其实我只是很小心
为爱你而准备 直到眼前一切就绪
oh!只有为你 我愿变成影子跟随着你 寸步不离
oh!只有为你 我的心变成了一座城堡
一生一世都专属於你
oh! 只有为你
你说我太孩子气 总不懂得照顾一颗纤细的心
其实我一直很用心
只是没有说明 未来蓝图在心里
你常说我太实际 不懂表达心中浪漫的情绪

其实我只是很小心
为爱你而准备 直到眼前一切就绪
oh!只有为你 我愿变成影子跟随着你 寸步不离
oh!只有为你 我的心变成了一座城堡
一生一世都专属於你
oh! 只有为你
oh!只有为你 我愿变成影子跟随着你 寸步不离
oh!只有为你 我的心变成了一座城堡
一生一世都专属於你
oh! 只有为你



欣,

我不知道......
我是否能像歌词中一样......
一样的变成影子。
但......
我会向天许愿，
愿能像歌词中一样,
变成影子，变成你的影子......
永远的跟随着你......
永远跟随在你的身边......
永远的守护着你.

欣，

我也不知道我的心是否会像歌词里一样，我不知道我的心是否会变成一座城堡。
但......
我可以很肯定地对你说，我的心肯定会与歌词内一样，像歌词内所说的......
一生一世......

都......

专属于你......专属于你。

Special messege

This messege below is dedicated for those who showed their love and concern for me n my girl..hope ya all won't mind to read it..thx

"Usually, I'm gonna think about it, angry about it for days. But it was kinda weird though,  in this specific case, the whole thing got into me for just few minutes..still, I guess it's inpolite of me if I didn't congratulate ya all for able to complete ya mission even though it just lasted for few minutes..congratulation..

Anyway, I'm wondering about something though. I'm kinda stupid though..so,  I guess ya all won't mind to help me to solve these thoughts of mine...right? Thx

1. The real reason you all went through all those hard works to? Let us know bout how bad we're, how much others hate us, right?

Keep that answer with ya cause if u don't mind, I gonna make a guess and I think I owe u all a thx. Without u all, both me n my girl will never know what others think about us..and I really  appreciate the creators' kind intention..to let us know about our bad and give us a chance to improve ourselves, thx..

2. You all are doing a good deed in life, right? So, why you all are hiding your true identity? Huh?

It's good that we don't hope for any reward or return when you did a good deed. But hiding it and making it so secretly, aren't those actions of a thief or someone who did something bad? Anyway, I bet you all just prefer to serve and help others in silent. Sorry cause I put you all into a comparison with thief and those type of people who did something that afraid to be revealed by others... It's my bad..I shouldn't doubt you all..sorry..

Here's the final thought or question of mine..please finish it before you left.. ^^

3. Are you all angry now? Sorry..

I know I shouldn't show my gratitude to you all in such open place...cause if you all are heroes in silent, I'm sure that you all won't want to be rewarded or thanked in public. But I'm sorry...I jus couldn't help myself but to say all those words to show how much I wish to thx you all.. Sorry..please receive my sincere gratitude and don't be mad over it..cause I'm thinking..you all always be the heroes in silent and there ain't really any people who showed you their and the society's gratitude to you all..so... Sorry..I'm typing all these without any bad intention.. I swear

To all those heroes in silent, you all have sacrafice alot in order to help others, assisting others to improve themselves..
You all always got blamed or hated..
...as a thief, who steals others' picture..and displayed it on the person's back..
...as a critic or backstabber, who others may misunderstand your kind intention to a criticism and think you all only know how to crtize others from others' back..
...as a low-educated person, who's poorly educated till only know how to act childishly, and rudely (only bad words)

I represent all those who misunderstand you all..all those heroes in silent..to apologise..

Sorry...we understand all your sacrafices and hardworks..

Thx..may God bless you..."

It's my fault..

"Nevermind, i'm ok...."
"Nevermind, it's ok...."
"Nevermind, forget bout it....."

Everytime i hurt ur feeling or disappoint u, u just smile and forgive me, be patient with me all these time. I know, everytime u forgive me, u tell urself that i won't do it again yet..everytime i did it again. I'm nothing but a dumb guy who always make u bothered with my stupid thoughts, make u sad n worry...

I know...

U'll forgive me no matter what  i did. I know that..but everytime, i just keep on shattering ur heart n hope...

I know..

U'll say it's ok. But till the end, u'll be hurted by me again, again and again..

Sometimes, i feel i'm really nothing but a loser or maybe i am one after all; I love you with all my heart and i really don't mind to sacrafice everything including my life in exchange of urs. But i don't know whether i am qualified to say those three words to u anymore...i really don't know...

Time after time, i make u sad, i make u disappointed...

Is that called love? Is that the way to love a person? Or to treat a person that u love the most??

Girl, i'm sorry. I don't know what else to do, which word to say besides sorry. I really hope that i can tell myself i treat u very good, but i can't... I really hope that i can looking straight into ur eyes n tell u, i love u, but i don't know whether i'm qualified to love u anymore..

I'm sorry..it's my fault...









I know u won't blame me...
I know u won't...
But I really don't know whether I'm qualified to say I love u anymore...
I really don't know...
I really don't know whether I'm qualified to love u anymore...
...or even deserve ur love

Girl,

Ssh...

Stop blaming yourself for losing hope on us, stop blaming yourself on this and that..

It's ok..

Everything's fine...

And..

I ain't gonna be mad about it..

Don't force yourself to stop thinking about something..

Try to stop it..

Not force to stop it..

Try to talk it out..

Not to hide it in..

Try letting me worry about wat's already a part of me..

Not to be afraid or guilty over it..

It's ok if you lose hope..

But just tell it out..

Let me be there for ya..

Let me convince ya..

So..

Open up everything to me..

No more hiding, no more afraid..

No more worry..

Just tell me...

Let us settle it together..

No things are dumb..

No words are stupid..

And..

No thoughts are shouldn't..




Listen to me when I say I love you..
I don't care about you believe or not..
I just want to let you know..
What's been playing inside of me...
And..
What's running me on a wild train..




Open up your heart, girl..

And..

Let me know whatever's playing inside you..

K?