If I have met you when I was 3, I would not know how to write you a love letter. Instead, I would tell you about my feeling using the easiest words, "I love you".
7 years later, I would start to feel shy and ashamed of expressing my feeling to you directly. Hence, I would write you my first love note and it will go like this, "I am not Spiderman but I will always stick to you. I am not Superman but I will fight off people who try to bully you. I love you".
As time goes by, my vocabulary tends to be enriched. And by that time, I could write you my first love letter, "You are as bright as the moon at night; you shed light to the darkness inside me. Whenever you smile, I couldn't help but to be stunned and mesmerized by it. You are magical...... I love you".
In time, my ability to express my feeling to you might seem to be improved. However, it could be deteriorating as well; I've lost the ability to be direct. In fact, I am complicating things more and more. My feeling for you remains but regardless of how much I wish for you to know, I could no longer express myself like when I was 5. If only you understand, know and believe...... I love you.
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